Misteri Identiti

Tadi aku hanTar bArang sikiT ke rUmah. Tengok je rUmah tu, aku muLa pening dan bingUng semuLa.

Rumah tu kosOng je. SiLing rUmah bOcor, habis bAsah siLing dan lantai. Sampai dah berkuLat-kuLat lagi.

Meja dah berabUk. Aku pun amik saTu kain, basahkan dan lap. Aku tengOk lantai pun dah koTor berbintik-binTik hiTam. "KaLau nAk bersihkan rUmah ni, kEna tidur saTu maLAm ni..." bisik hAti aku.

Keadaan rUmah tu benar-benAr psyko fikiran aku. Aku ni jEnis yAng x campUr ngan masyarakAT ke? Mengasingkan diri dari luar ke? Man.. My life feeL like a hiding invisibleman in the worLd.

I have pLanned to sTay thEre for the cOming hoLiday. It's fOr the sAke of my seLf knowLedge imprOvemenT. Living in that hide, is reaLLy whaT i needed to buiLd my seLf-abiLity up.

Considering my identiTy, i confEss thaT i hAve a lot kind of idenTity. It aLL depends on whEre did i go, n the purpOse i am thEre. It aLso depend whaT kind of idenTity i'm comfortabLe wiTh.

WhaT can i concLude abouT aLL the idenTities i have been in? i can concLude thaT i am a kind of pErson who likes to obsErve n sTudy abouT hUman characTers. Why wouLd peopLe do this? Why wouLd peopLe act like thaT? WhaT is the peopLe thinking? WhaT is the actuaL righT thing to do amOng aLL acts in a particuLar situaTion?

DifferenT peopLe hAve same cOmmon ideas, n limited rAnge of decision tempLates. Every peopLe hAve thEir own unique acT becaUse of the psycoLogy expression of the worLd in the view of their mind. I reaLLy like to waTch n obsErve these peopLe's unique views.

I aLways think n wanT to undersTand mOre abouT whaT is human. What is hUman? Why wouLd they do this? Why wouLd they do thaT? What are they thinking? What makes them doing thaT?

Watching n observing the human idenTity is reaLLy my favouriTe sTuff. :)