I thought things gonna get better. But more chronic and worst situation is approaching. I'm too tired to say i hate and ignore it.
To have something better will mean have something worst too. I am so messed up.
Nah, suddenly lost mood to write.
Just to Allah i say, i have do everything i could. And i will keep doing all i could. It's all up to u ya Allah. Whatever happen, i hope u are leading me right way.
Everything i do is always a gamble.
Saturday, July 21, 2012
Friday, July 6, 2012
Pencarian Keputusan Penting
Okay. Time sekarang aku dah mula praktikal. Entah kenapa dan macam mana, tetiba datang peluang besaar dan memaksa aku buat pilihan.
Antara bisnes best dengan carrierr best, yang mana? Well, aku memang suka berdamping dengan orang-orang bisnes ni, sebab minda diorang sangat bagus dan positif. Selama aku dengan diorang, aku rasa macam 'dihidupkan' oleh diorang.
Dari situ aku belajar sesuatu. Dimarahi sebenarnya ada yang bagus gak, sebab buat kita sedar dan berubah jadi 'a better person'. Aku memang sangat hargai member-member bisnes ni. Diorang tekankan nilai diri . What do u give for yourself?
Yes, we need a dream. Don't block anything to our dream. That's a great reminder. I know what i want. I haven't told them that i have been apart of my dream - being a web programmer. I did it and having clients. And now i'm being a higher level programmer - bioinformatician. A scientist programmer. Well, i wanna invent more scientist tools and get a novel prize. Getting a novel prize is apart of my dream too :D
Materialistically, i want a banglo house, with lots of flowers around, with a nice big bathtub. And a violet lamborgini car. I wanna dress smart and have a nice body. Still, not long to go. I'm at begginning to get it. Call me pal~!!! :D
Putting this dream topic aside, i have been wondering about girls. When i be with this girl, there's a feeling. When with another girl, there's another feeling. Is love for a girl? to me, love is very easy to build with any girl . Is it really worth it to play love at young times? For how i am right now, i would say no. I'm not ready with everything. It would suggestable to just playing around. I believe that girls are the same too.
Client client clients. Auwwww. Lazy or not, i must do it. Sake of money and lamborgini. Damn D:
Antara bisnes best dengan carrierr best, yang mana? Well, aku memang suka berdamping dengan orang-orang bisnes ni, sebab minda diorang sangat bagus dan positif. Selama aku dengan diorang, aku rasa macam 'dihidupkan' oleh diorang.
Dari situ aku belajar sesuatu. Dimarahi sebenarnya ada yang bagus gak, sebab buat kita sedar dan berubah jadi 'a better person'. Aku memang sangat hargai member-member bisnes ni. Diorang tekankan nilai diri . What do u give for yourself?
Yes, we need a dream. Don't block anything to our dream. That's a great reminder. I know what i want. I haven't told them that i have been apart of my dream - being a web programmer. I did it and having clients. And now i'm being a higher level programmer - bioinformatician. A scientist programmer. Well, i wanna invent more scientist tools and get a novel prize. Getting a novel prize is apart of my dream too :D
Materialistically, i want a banglo house, with lots of flowers around, with a nice big bathtub. And a violet lamborgini car. I wanna dress smart and have a nice body. Still, not long to go. I'm at begginning to get it. Call me pal~!!! :D
Putting this dream topic aside, i have been wondering about girls. When i be with this girl, there's a feeling. When with another girl, there's another feeling. Is love for a girl? to me, love is very easy to build with any girl . Is it really worth it to play love at young times? For how i am right now, i would say no. I'm not ready with everything. It would suggestable to just playing around. I believe that girls are the same too.
Client client clients. Auwwww. Lazy or not, i must do it. Sake of money and lamborgini. Damn D:
Sunday, July 1, 2012
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