What's amazing right now is, I'm still here breathing and alive.... after so many shits hit me.
Right now I'm not sure what to do with my life.
I really hate to start it all over. Everything destroyed and fall apart.
Sometimes I wonder. What should I really do right now.
Again, I feel dead.
My brain stopped and my sights see nothing.
I know my strength and weakness.
I just, don't know what I want anymore.
