Graaaar D= I'm inspired!

Okay. It's gonna 2012. And i have fully planned well about what i gonna do and gonna be. Everything goes well for the time being. ReaLLy great~!!!! =D

Now i looked a bit nonsense. The more my plan goes well, the more my feeling was like.... right now, ssoooo GREAT~!!! ^^

(too hard to express how am i feeling right now)


Okay. Deviantart website really inspired me to draw more and more, and improve ^^
The time for me to reboost my glory of art begins =D

The classical instrumental music really inspire me more to compose better waaay of music. I can't wait to buy a violin and a keyboard. I need, needa completion of my compose. Then only i find partners to be my player and bloooom the music over. Man, my day of boosting music awaits =D



Okay. After i finish this customer's big web project, i am fully satisfied and gonna grow up as software programmer. Right after this exam semester finish! I am one step higher programmer =D


2012 gonna be my boosting year. Not just graduation, even more than that i can have. Man! Love u guys ^^

Prayer, Wear Scarf, being Muslimah Wife, And Hudud Are Hard

Talking about doing prayer, wear scarf, being a loyal muslimah wife, and apply hudud are really hard. Those are always being a big issue. Many people think that it is harsh and against freedom.

1. Prayer


However, let's take it realistically. When a man at home, having holiday. Let us compare man that do prayer and man that doesn't do prayer. How would the man's life be?

The man that doesn't do prayer might just sleep all day. He might won't wakeup in the morning. He will want to hang around at late night doing worthless chores. Suddenly gone emotional for something nonsense or whatever. The worst state is, the man will be so useless. Usually if a man stays home alone for more than three days, he might gone crazy, madness, feel demotivated or has mental disorder, psychologically.

If the man does the prayer, the man will have to wake up in the morning for subuh prayer. If he tries to sleep all day, he still have to wakeup in the evening two times for zohor prayer and asar prayer. If he sleeps again, he still have to wakeup in the dawn time for maghrib prayer. Then he has to wait till night for ishak prayer. Then only he can sleep peacefully at night. Isn't that more healthy lifestyle? Good for himself.

And just because of the prayer, he might won't be sleepy and feel refreshed because of wudhu' he has to take to do the prayer. And prayer forces man to pray in groups. From there, man will have to communicate. This will avoid demotivation, madness, or mental disorder psychologically. That is why islam enforce prayer. It is to make a human become 'a human'.


2. Wear Scarf


Yes, women usually don't like wearing scarf. It's hot, looked urban, feel so no freedom. They want people to see how pretty they are with their beautiful hair. They want to get men's eyes. They want to be popular and attracted.

Husband usually damn worry about his wife. Or parents usually damn worry about their daughter. Or a boyfriend is usually damn worry about his girlfriend. It's because the girl is pretty with her hair. The man of the girl always afraid to loss the girl to any bad guy out there, either by kidnapper, raper, or any kind of bad people.

For a husband or a boyfriend, they will so jealous. They will always worry. The worst case is, they can easily lost trust. Then become psychologically hate the girl so much, until can easily decide to break. This is the nature of men.

If the girl or woman wear scarf, wear close everything, the husband, or parents, or her boyfriend will feel much more in peace. It will easily produce happiness to the husband, parents, or her boyfriend because they can feel trustworth and believe that nothing will happen to the girl or woman.

So, should the woman care about herself for being freedom, or care about the person who love them? Either parents, boyfriend, or husband. Well, i believe that the nature of women is, they really care about people who love them.

That is why islam enforce woman to wear scarf and close everything. It is to respect the human nature.


3. Being A Loyal Muslim Wife



Woman who has always been with man might have know how and what a man is. Man's ego is so high. Man's sex commitment is so high. Man's stupid jealousy is so high. Man's worry about his love is too high.

Man's trust is very easy to break. That is why man's decision to break up is very easy. Man likes woman as his comforter. Yes, that's the nature of man.

That is why husband always worry all the time when wife went out. That is why husband always wanna play with wife all the time. That is why husband want to know everything about his wife's activity.

If his wife really love him, his wife will do whatever he wants, even by being hit badly by him. Everything is just to get his trust and to obtain good family situation.

Man want to marry a muslim woman because man will really feel so peaceful and happy. That is why marrying a muslim woman is so recommended. This is because islam has enforce any muslim wife to be very loyal to her husband. That's simply to respect the man's nature.



4. Hudud

I will not apply any hudud picture here because it might scare you. I just want to share my thought and knowledge about hudud.

Hudud is important to let people learn better about empathy and justice. Let's say if you punch a man in the face. You won't feel sorry or feel anything if you have no empathy. If you are a thief, you might not know how hard and painful it is to be stolen from someone, if you don't have empathy. How if someone stole yours?

Talking about forgiveness, if small thing is easy. How about big thing? Like, finding out that your spouse is having a sex with someone else? If you can forgive by word, your heart can't.

God knows it. God knows everything, including whatever we say in our heart. That is why, in Islam, god enforce human to apply the punishment to the guilty person. With reasonable way, not blindly.

For example, a wife is caught having a sex with a person that is not her husband. There has to be at least five mature, muslim, and kind man to witness with their own eyes. Not ONE PERSON or LESS THAN FIVE PERSON that is not mature, woman, or bad people. This is to avoid wrong or blind accusation.

So, if hudud is applied to a country, people will learn empathy and the right justice realistically. Than there will be more good, understanding, and justice standing people. World is needing a great justice to be peaceful. Only bad people are afraid of justice.

If we are afraid of hudud enforced by islam, it means we are afraid of the right justice. If we are afraid of justice, means we are bad people. Are we?

What I Wanna Be

I realize that i have become a person far away from what i'm supposed to. If i compare myself with my old in the past, i am getting worst.

Well, i am better in certain part, but still, i have become worst at certain part too. It has been long for months i didn't touch the holy quran to read and study the meaning. I only pray few times a week. I have gone a bit too far away from the right path.

Being busy with assignments and too enthusiastic with programming. Well, that shouldn't be a reason. God made me. What i have is all because of Him. Dear god, i realize this and i am trying to repair myself.

What Are U Chasing?

Okay. I would like to share. We always chase something we want fanatically until we get it. But, what do u get? and is it really what u want? At the end?

I have chased certain things in my life. Well, just to share the period of experiences i have based on what i chase.

1. Game. When we get the game, we play and play until finish. If it is about competing with other players, we keep trying to be the best. Beat the bot, or friends. Be the best. Then, that's all? Get the list of credits, or feel so great and satisfied that we are the best player. That's all. Then the game we played was nothing anymore.

And to be the best player, we always put full focus on it. We are gone with our own world with the game. Realistically, we are nothing. Just the best game player of the game only. After one or two years, the game was nothing. All i can say here is, i feel wasted to keep playing game. But i am a freak game player.

2. Exam. Of course we try the best we could to get the best result. When get good result, we will feel great and happy. But is it even worth to get perfect result? To get the perfect result, we will always have to struggle a lot and being so hardworking and avoid many distractions.

If we finally end up being a top scorer, but non-social and not accepted to work for being inactive in curriculum...it will be very sad. All the hardwork that might naturally make us nonsocial and inactive, and finally no job and so lonely? That's the risk that is so, so sad.

Life is just about we do things what we want and like. Realistically and practically. We can know how to use a phone without knowing what's the name of every button and component in the chip.

Just because examinator have to ask questions, they might have no idea and ask silly question. They might not even know a thing about the subject. They can just open the book randomly and select the page as the question. That is why sometimes same question pop up every year.

3. Famous. There might be many kind of reason why we wanna be famous. For me, i just want good friends. At first, i thought i want to be open and mix any kind of friend. Finally, i found out how important it is to choose friend carefully. What we gonna be depends on who we mix with. Besides that, we might lose our identity because of many kinds of friends we mix. Look who has become opposite gender. That's one of the risk of being mixedful.

People with good idea only good at their idea. Not because of the way they talk or styling. People that done respectful things are only respectful at that time. They can easily gone in just a second. Who we are yesterday is because of who we are yesterday, not today.

4. Love. Yes, almost anyone would want to have a great couple. To have a romantic date, talk sweetly and romatically to each other all that. Even hold hands, be together all time. And even willing to sacrifice to be with love. The great of love was like will never end.

That love playing was not actually seems right. We always found better person around. And we want them, isn't it? And we want all of them. We always like different people. From there, we might actually wonder what would love actually means. All the people's philosophies and movies that convinced us might not be true, isn't it? It's just like a creation of fantasy that have influenced us.

However, to build a good happy family, we have to choose only one.

5. Food. Yes, we always want food. That's a must. For me, as i have explored, no matter how much we eat, the most important thing is the taste. The better the test, the less the food we need to be full.

When i eat a fried rice by the street, it's not tasty. I have eaten three plates but still, i feel hungry but my stomach was full. Funny isn't it? If the food is tasteless, no matter how much we eat, we will still hungry.

When i eat a very tasty noodle at the very expensive hotel cafe, i just eat three spoons, and poof...i feel so full eventhough my stomach is not. That might be one of the secret way to diet. Eat a very tasty food to keep us eat less.

Another best way of eating is eat the food that we smell when we are hungry. That will be so satisfying =D

6. Sleep. We always want to sleep a lot. There are times that i feel like sleeping 20 hours a day. It was during holiday. It's kinda fun. But actually, after long doing that, i feel so useless and not productive. And that is why i will just stop sleeping when i know that i have enough.

7. Comics. Yes, i like comics so much. I have spent almost thousands of ringgit just to buy comics. There's once i spent almost RM200 a month just to buy comics. It gives me great fantasy. I really like it so much.

But i really stressful when lack of money. Sometimes just because of comics i suffered from enough money of eating. Fom there, i stop buying comics just because of money.

If i am rich, i might have bought comics as much as RM2000 a month =P

8. Programming. Yes, i love programming. Sometimes, two days have passed latter i realized that i haven't eat at all. Everytime i achieved something in programming, the happiness i gained is too hard to explain. It's simply so great =D

However, there should be a period of rest everytime do programming. If not, i can end up being mentally disorder. That's the risk i must remember all the time.

9. Organizational. If we just want to learn and find out how it is being in an organization, it is okay to try. How much we learn is depend on how good is the organization. Either being a director, secretary, or any other positions.

For me, it's the best to join the organization that we are interested. It's the best if having the organization with friends. It will be the best experience ever =)

If simply join organization just like that and simply join activities and take orders of tasks, it will simply make me feel like, "It has nothing to do with me. I shouldn't be here".



There are more actually, but i'm sleepy already. Good night my little bloggy =)

a programmer character ^^

Okay. I read someone's blog post, about a designer's character. At here.

A bit or more, it's a lil bit alike of programmer. Well, that's how fanatic it is being interested and enjoy with what we like.

I wanna share out what a programmer

Kalau Aku Pompuan, Part 1 - 10 perkara tentang aku

Hmm. Tujuan aku buat post ni adalah untuk tunjukkan setakat apa yang aku paham tentang pompuan. Ada lima part.

Kalau Aku Pompuan, Part 1 - 10 perkara tentang aku
Kalau Aku Pompuan, Part 2 - 10 perkara tentang aku dengan kawanku
Kalau Aku Pompuan, Part 3 - 10 perkara tentang aku dengan familyku
Kalau Aku Pompuan, Part 4 - 10 perkara tentang aku dengan pakweku
Kalau Aku Pompuan, Part 5 - 10 perkara tentang aku dengan suamiku

Kalau korang nak buat gak, aku sangat galakkan. Kalau korang laki, buat la "Kalau Aku Pompuan". Kalau korang pompuan, buat la "Kalau Aku Laki". Nanti bagi link tau kalau buat. Nak baca. =D



Okay. Untuk hari ni, aku bagi 10 perkara tentang aku kalau aku pompuan. =P

1) Aku gila shopping. Sebab memacam stail pakaian pompuan yang ada kat shopping. Mesti la aku nak beli baju baru hampir setiap bulan. Nak pekena memacam stail. Rasa macam artis skit nanti :P

2) Aku akan jadi sangat pembersih. Iya la. Setiap kali haid nanti aku kena la bagi bersih diri aku bebetul. Malu nanti kalau orang lain bau. So, secara tak langsung, dah terjadi tabiat aku untuk kekalkan kebersihan diri aku. Bau aku bila datang haid sangat la....euwwwwww.

3) Aku akan pekenakan kotex setiap hari. Kalau x, entah berapa seluar dalam aku terpaksa buang, sebab kesan darah x tanggal bila datang haid. Haih. Senangnya kalau jadi laki kan. (eh eh, macam la aku ni pompuan. Hahaha)

4) Aku akan pakai tudung nak gi memana. Tudung tu aku pakai ke depan sikit. Supaya dapat lindung muka aku dari sinaran cahaya matahari. Boleh la aku jaga muka aku. Lagipun, senang sikit nak pegang earphone kat telinga bila dengar lagu. Yang lagi bestnya, tak kantoi aku nak dengar lagu masa dalam kelas. hehehe... =P

5) Aku x akan berani keluar memalam. Bahaya sesangat. Dah la aku ni lawa. Body langsing pulak tu. (aceh. Macam la aku ni pompuan. Hahaha)

6) Aku akan jaga cara pertuturan aku. Aku akan cakap dengan tatabahasa yang baik dan cantik manis caranya. Ini akan membuatkan harga diri aku ni nampak high, tambah-tambah lagi dengan kecantikan aku. Auwwww~~~ =D

7) Aku akan pakai tutup-tutup. Biar orang x nampak rambut body aku ni camne. Pakai tudung dan baju labuh semua. X nak la pakai jeans ke, baju ketat-ketat tu semua. Macam la aku ni murah sangat. Ingat aku nak senang-senang bagi laki lain tengok? I am not that cheap okay. Badanku rambutku hanyalah untuk suamiku yang tersayang... (aceh. Hahaha!)

Biarlah suamiku je yang terpesona dengan kecantikanku dengan free hair aku dan body aku. Aku x nak bagi laki lain, yang tak muhrim tu tengok. Sebab takut nanti tergoda lelaki yang lemah iman. Aku nak kahwin dengan laki yang kuat iman, bukan yang lemah iman. Kalau aku dah kahwin pun nanti, memang la aku tetap nak tutup gak rambut body aku. Aku tak nak wujud laki lemah iman lain yang akan mengganggu rumahtangga aku.

8) Aku nak try memacam stail rambut bila kat rumah atau bilik. Ponytail, coloring, rambut pendek, panjang semua. Semua stail artis aku nak cuba =D

9) Aku akan selalu buat catwalk je bila kat luar. Fulamak....hebatnya aku. Hahaha xD

10) Aku terpaksa ada dua phone. Satu phone khas untuk keluarga je. Satu lagi phone untuk abaikan beribu-ribu mesej harian dari laki-laki yang tak dikenali.

Being A Great Leader

It's been years I search for why and how to be the right leader. I've been a leader of certain organization when in school, college, and university. I've been wondering around about what am I missing as a leader. I always feel so annoying, disturbing, and not interested to be a leader.

As years passby, i found out how important it is to have a leader. Not only to have a leader, but the right and good leader. I found out how it is fun to be a leader.

Okay. This is just my opinion. I would like to share with you guys, cause I hope this post can help produce more leaders to be great or better among us. Here are the points of my opinion.

1) Leader must be a man. Not woman. This is because man consider rationality and responsibility over emotion before taking action. Man is kind of people that always try to prove that he is the best. To do that means he is doing his best.

The man's ego is naturally high, and with the ego, it protects the man away from scared feeling. The man's ego is strong enough to bravely bring the organization up to things.

Man's thinking is simple to solve any problem. In this way, man won't easily panic and will be able to solve calmly. This is good for any complex problems that might occur in organizational process.

2) Very good planning and everything is pictured clearly in mind. To do something, must plan wisely and realistically. Just do only when we can picture it how it goes. Make sure it can realistically happen with what we have. Plan with what we can possibly do, not outrageously out of our organization ability.

Just like an event of launching. We must be able to picture how will the event goes. What the event needs, like mic, chairs all that, where to get it, who will be the VIP, MC, and so on. Did we have enough members to do that? Could they do? Do we have enough resource? Ensure it.

3) Build a good friendship among members. Being a leader should know the character and ability of each member. With this way, we can expect better how the plan will realistically goes with the members we have. For example, a member very good with photoshop. Than we have power for event marketing.

Besides that, when we know what problems our members are facing, we can be more considerate. We must try avoid force on our member. Our member might hate us or leave our organization. This will only lead our organization to worst condition.

4) Good documentation and info sharing. Let all member know what's going on with organization clearly. Everything must be justified. In this way, every member will be able to give their opinion. Many opinions are good to get the best idea.

5) Congratulation and celebration. It is very important to show thanks to all members for involving. We must let them feel very thankful and happy for being commited. This way will contribute them more power to involve with organization.

if members want certificate, make the certificate. If members want a celebration ceremony, and make it. Sometimes members didn't ask anything, it is because they might have an expectation from us, the leader to them. So, do something to show appreciation to them. At least a honest speech.

If can, give a speech before and after any event. The word of us, the leader is very important to members as source of commitment. Fill in our speech with lots of motivation and appreciation. This is where the organization power booms from the leader.

6) Have the active and rest phase at the right time. Human is naturally hate involving in one thing for a very long time. Just like student hate study and want to work, while worker hate working and want to study. People don't really want the same food all the time. Many people want to eat different food from time to time.

So, just do a relax or cancelled meeting for certain time. Must not too stringent with events or activities.


That's all for today. Any other opinion? :)

Liku-liku Hidup Merpati

kibaran kepaknya, merpati meninggi..
lagi meninggi, luas pandangannya

mencari manisnya dengan kecilnya diri
cantik dan bertenaga, mengejar ingin

setiap rasanya, pasti nak lagi
menelan-nelan dengan puasnya

tersenyum menilai lalu-lalunya
selagi tak mati, itulah caranya

:)

Aku tetiba buat serangkap err... serangkap apa ek. Serangkap puisi kot.
Maksudnya :

Seseorang berusaha, ke lebih jauh. Setiap pencapaiannya menggembirakan. Dia pun terus la berusaha, walaupun dia ada kelemahan tertentu.

Itu la cara hidup. Dalam hidup ni kita kena berusaha.
Bila dia terkenang balik yang lalu, best je.


Amacam? :)

bubu minta dewa naga

bubu : " Dewa naga, keluarlah~~!! " D=

dewa naga : " Graaaaar~~ " =O

dewa naga : " Ya bubu. Apakah tiga hajat kamu. " [=

bubu : " Baik. Hajat pertama ku , siapkan assignment aku semua~~ " =D

dewaa naga : " Baiklah.... ...... "



dewa naga : " .... "



bubu : " Dah? "

dewa naga : " Alamak. Sori ar. X reti buat ar. Susah sangat. Apakah hajat kedua kamu? "

bubu : " Apaaaaa? Mana boleh!!!! Adoi. Baiklah. Hajat kedua aku, aku nak sepuluh juta ringgit depan aku~!!!! " D=


dewa naga : " Baiklah. ..... ...... ..."



dewa naga : "...... ...."



bubu : " Amacam? " =o

dewa naga : " Sori ar bro. Xde duit sangat ar. Habis duit aku gi shopping tadi. So, apa pula hajat ketiga? "

bubu : " grrrrrrr! Yelah yelah! Ish. Kalau camtu, hajat ketiga aku... Aku nak awek paling cun di dunia~!!!! " =D



dewa naga : " ... ... "



dewa naga : " .... ... "



dewa naga : " ... ... "



bubu : " Kenapa? " =O

dewa naga : " Kau ni loser betul ar. Pergi ar carik sendiri. Baiklah. Tiba masa untuk saya meminta diri. Jumpa lagi di tahun depan ya. Terima kasih. "

bubu : " ark... " xO

How To Care And Being Care

Well, this is just my opinion. Being care and care other people will bring peace and happiness to us. Do you believe that?

Usually, at my point of view, whatever we are striving to be the best is actually to get people's attention. We like people. Especially, nice people.

However, always unconciously we hurt each other just to be the best. Do we actually realize what we actually want?

To get people's attention is not by hurting them. It is not necessary to be the best.

Like a cute baby. Is the baby far better than us to get the attention? It is not. Get the point?

There are few things to care and being care by people.

1) Always empathize. Empathize means understand other people. The more empathy we are, the more we care about other people. We care because we understand. Mature people always have a very good empathy.

2) Just express to people if we are feeling upset or embarassed. Some people won't understand, and by the worst they might even make a laugh at us. Just don't bother them. This kind of people won't care about us. What we want now is people that care about us. From there we can differentiate people that care among unknown people around. Anyway, honest expression means we are being realistic with ourselve in this world. Be proud to accept the truth :)

3) Congratulate people that get the best, either award, ranking, or anything else. We should know how happy would we feel when being the best, and having people around that congratulate us will make us feel happier, isn't it. People that get the best really like other people congratulate them. Just like us. We will like it when we are them. We might be shy and reply dishonestly when people congratulate us. So, don't take it for granted when people reply harshly.

4) Don't ever make a small of other people. That will mean that we are trying to prove that we are great or the best. And yes, it is actually to get more attention. OPEN OUR EYES~~~~ That way is absolutely wrong! Why would people care about us if we make a small of them. Would we? Do we like people that make a small of us? It is all back to number one, where empathy always important.

5) Easily give a hand. When we go to friend's house. They cook and serve us food. What would they feel when we suddenly help out the dish washing?... they might say, "no no, it's okay". They might show 'no need' expression. But in their mind, they really like it.

However, we must remember. We just help when we want to. If we don't want or not sure, don't help. To help people, there have to be borders. Our feeling can tell us. Follow the instinct.

6) Stop bringing topic in a stress thinking way. People don't like to be around with us if we are like that. Like, "why did he bring the ball like stupid. That one is so slow like shit".

Or "that girl must be a playgirl. Why dress like that? She think she's cute? Come on". If we are used to bring a topic like that, we should start to correct our mind. This way of talking will always make us headache, and people around don't like it, except if their talk are dirty too. Try to learn the right way of talk. Talk in a way calmful and interesting.

Like "look at him, bringing the ball. ALMOST.... almost theere!". "Look at that girl. Wow. So cute. I like it" :P

7) Don't ever talk bad about other people. Just quiet instead. If we feel that people is being wrong, than try to talk to that people nicely, and personally. There might be a reason why that people like that. If that people can change, than it's good. If not, we should understand that it is not easy to change ourselve.

8) Sharing is caring. But not over the limit.

Hmm that's all for today. It's raining outside.

Let's Exercise

Okay. As we getting older, day by day, we are getting busy. Always busy. When we have some space, we used to spend it with facebooking, blogging, shopping, watch movies, chatting and so on. Can we remember when is the last time we exercise?

When is the last time we exercise? Last year's marathon? To those that still exercise, i would say "Good! Keep it up :D"

Exercise is not neccessarily long to hours and under hot sun like maraton. Don't have to do tough exercise. Just 15 minutes are enough. Just by either jogging, play tennis, play football, play ping pong, badminton, squash, and any other exercise.

Just exercise twice or thrice a week. It means that once every two or three days. Just exercise either in the morning or evening. Don't exercise in the afternoon or night if can.

Exercise can lower our stress, put our mind away from any rubbishes, work or disappointment. Our mind will feel a bit more restful for some minute. Exercising is giving us a fresh peace of mind.

Exercise is also good for our body. When we exercise, the blood moves more smoothly and can reach almost all part of our body. Every part of our body will be fused with enough oxygen fuel. And keep on exercising until we are sweat up. Let the sweat out, feel the fast-breathing of tiredness of exercise. Tired of exercise is far better than tired of thinking. Are we tired of our gf? Stress of assignments? Brain feel heavy to drop on bed? We can relieve our mind with exercising.

Don't have to be afraid of exercising alone. If we are, than just invite our friends together. It's good for our relationship too. Anyway, usually we will find that people in vicinity that are exercising are very good people. This is because people that exercise is kind of people of healthy, having peace of mind, and kind. Well, this is just my opinion psychologically.

So, let's exercise. I want to encourage all of us to exercise. Let's have a healthy mind and body and together being peaceful in our world :)

google+, social netwOrk baru

Okay. Sekarang ni dah ada social network baru lak. Google+. Aku baru register. Kalau nak join, klik sini.

Pada pendapat aku, google+ ni lagi bagus sikit dari facebook sebab kita boleh add friend ikut kategory. Friends ke, family ke, artist ke(aku add sendiri). Nanti senang sikit. Kat wall post senang sikit nak tengok friends punya je, atau family punya je. Atau artist punya update je.

So, dalam google+ ni ada beberapa wall mengikut kategori-kategori yang kita ada. Contohnya, wall friends, business, family, artist. So, apa yang aku post kat wall friends, friends je boleh tengok. Apa yang aku post kat family, family je boleh tengok.

Baru la best :) Aku memang prefer google+ berbanding facebook.

Sebelum ni, aku asyik susah je nak post dengan bebas dengan kawan-kawan aku kat facebook sebab parents aku asyik tegur sini tegur situ. Aku x suka la. Xde privasi sangat. Kawan aku pun takut nak post kat wall aku, sebab takut parents aku tengok.

Jadi, facebook macam kurang privasi dah bila dah add parents as friend, atau rakan sekerja as friends, especially boss. Kita mesti la ada privasi tertentu. Ada benda kita boleh share dengan kawan je, bukan rakan sekerja. Ada benda kita boleh share dengan kawan je, bukan family. Ada benda kita share dengan family je, bukan kawan. Sebab tu la dah makin restricted, iaitu makin x bebas kita nak post apa yang kita nak. Mesti fikir pasal beberapa faktor yang perlu diambil kira.

Jadi, google+ ni la penyelesaiannya :)

Cuba la. Kalau boleh, add la aku sekali. Kalau sudi :3

Jangkaan Sakit Bila Mati

Hmm. Ini hanya la pendapat aku berdasarkan logik akal. Kata orang, mati la yang paling sakit di dunia. Sebab apa ek. Ini adalah antara pendapat aku.


1. Sakit perut. Bila mati, nanti kita lapar je. Bila baru x makan satu hari kan kita sakit perut kena gastrik. Kalau mati nanti, bukannya satu hari kita x makan. Dari hari ke hari, gastrik habis perut kita. Saaangat sembelit. Ouch. Berasid habis badan kita nanti. Can u accept that?



2. Sakit mental(untuk orang tertentu je). Cuba x dapat berbual dengan sesape selama dua hari ke, tiga hari ke, mesti kita rasa sangat sunyi dan bosan. Nanti mula la kita fikir bukan-bukan, mengeluh sini sana. Salahkan orang yang x bersama kita time susah senang. Tapi bila mati, bukannya dua tiga hari je. Kalau ada kawan datang kubur kita, bukannya kita dapat berbual dengan dia pun. Besides that, ada ke orang yang sudi datang kubur kita hehari?

Time tu, baru la kita mula muhasabah diri selalu, fikir apa yang kita dah buat semasa hidup. Time ni la kita berfikir, apa yang akan kita alami pada esok dan esok harinya. Time ni la kita berdebar-debar terfikir tentang dunia akhirat camne nanti. Kita akan masuk syurga ke neraka? Nanti mula la kita takut untuk setiap dosa besar yang pernah kita buat. Kita asyik harap yang kita dah banyak buat baik dan berjasa pada manusia semasa kita hidup.

Time tu la kita asyik fikir pasal diri sendiri je. Maka benar la apa yang tuhan katakan dalam alquran, di akhirat nanti setiap orang hanya akan fikirkan nasib diri sendiri je. Sebab masuk syurga atau neraka nanti selama-lamanya kot. Kita semua nak syurga.



3. Sakit tekak. Biasanya doktor suruh minum air bebanyak setiap hari untuk elakkan sakit tekak. Tapi bila dah mati, mana la kita minum air. Bukannya satu hari je x minum air. Hehari kot. Nanti tekak kita rasa gatal camne ntah. Rasa macam nak batuk je, tapi x dapat. X selesa woo.



4. Sakit terseliuh. Bila kita mati nanti, sel-sel badan kita akan mati sikit-sikit, termasuk la sel urat kita. Cuba bila kaki terseliuh, camne rasanya? Kalau x betulkan urat cecepat nanti lama je sakitnya kan? Lepas betulkan pun amek masa lama baru okay.

Tapi bila dah mati, sikit-sikit kita rasa terseliuh kat memana bahagian badan. X akan okay seliuh tu. Hanya akan bertambah teruk, dan bertambah-tambah seliuh kat bahagian lain. "ouch! SAkitnya kaki! Macam terseliuh! ". "Ouch! Tangan aku terseliuh! eh eh?". Nanti kita rasa terseliuh seluruh badan, mata, kaki, tangan semua. Sakit woo.



5. Hypertension stress. Stres sebab lapar, sunyi, bosan, fikir banyak sangat. Rasa macam nak gila. Pening. Rasa macam dah x betul. Bergantung pada orangnya. Kalau orang tu biasanya tenang dan asyik fikirkan tuhan masa di dunia, macam tu la dia dalam kubur nanti. Okay je.



6. Rasa gatal seluruh badan. Ikut kajian ahli mikrobiologi, sebenarnya kita ada kuman di seluruh bahagian badan kita sepanjang masa. Kuman tu ialah bakteria ke, kulat ke, apa-apa la yang saiznya mikro. Tapi kita nampak okay je sebab kita ada sistem pertahanan badan yang baik di seluruh badan.

Macam kat cap ibu jari. Atas permukaan cap jari tu sebenarnya ada berjuta-juta kuman. Tapi ada sistem imun badan kita kat permukaan kulit cap jari tu yang hapuskan kuman-kuman tu. Kemudian bahan-bahan berbahaya dari kuman mati tu dibuang ke permukaan kulit atau saluran najis kita. Sebab itu la kita kena berwuduk lima kli sehari, untuk buang bahan-bahan kuman mati kat permukaan kulit kita. Nanti sistem pertahanan kita xde la busy sangat. Imun kita lagi kuat sikit nanti.

Oh ya, bila kita dah mati, imun kita dah makin xde. Time tu la kita mula rasa gatal seluruh kulit, mata, lidah, kepala, alat sulit...senang cerita, kesemuanya. "Ish, gatal la. Nak garu!!!! geram je."


Hmm. Tu je kot. Ada pendapat lain? :)

10 Things I wanna Talk Bout Harry Potter Movie

Okay. I'm sooo tired with proposal thing. I wanna relax with playing blog post.

I just finished watching all Harry Potter movies few days ago.

1. I like Hermione. She's soo pretty. She's even smart and very considerable with friends. I like it. :)

2. I want that invinsible cloak. I wanna use it to watch movies or 'movies' for free. :P

3. I wonder with Voldmorte. Doesn't he feel boring when gain all the power? The desire will never end. Better just play with girls around u. So wasting of time chasing harry potter. At last you die just like that. Banyak rugi wooo.

4. I hate the elves and goblin. Tengok je muka diorang, aku rasa menyampah. Macam nak buat main bola je. Ops. :T

5. Cara attack guna wand tu. Keluar cahaya camtu je? Sepanjang cerita Harry Potter, bila attack je, 'Abra Kadabra'. Itu je? Keluar cahaya camtu je? Cuba la buat kelainan sikit. Jenis api ke, kayu ke, air ke, macam cerita naruto tu. Hah. Baru la menarik skit bila lelawan nanti. Macam bosan la cahaya gitu-gitu je.

6. Aku x faham. Kenapa Voldmorte x bunuh harry potter masa dia baby? Lepas bunuh mak dia, tinggal dia camtu je. Bila dah mati, tetiba kata nak bunuh harry potter. Xde kaitan pun dengan dia. Bengong. Cerita ni silap logik skit ar.

7. Okay. Untuk melemahkan Voldmorte, semua barang yang mengandungi coarx mesti dimusnahkan. Macam mana coarx tu terhasil pada mulanya? Coarx tu tersebar kat bebarang antik, ular Voldmorte dan Harry Potter. Peliknya. X jelas langsung.

8. Aku nak gak belajar kat sekolah magik tu. Nak belajar magik. Tapi jangan la halang aku guna magik kat luar kawasan magik. X best la.

9. Okay. Memula aku tengok, Dumbledore dah mati. Voldmorte siap ambil 'the elder wand' dari dumbledore kat kubur dia. Memang sah dumbledore dah mati. Tetiba je last sekali dalam citer harry potter, dumbledore masih hidup dan tengah kena gari oleh voldmorte. Amende ni? Cerita ni buat silap ke apa? X faham aku.

10. Apa pun, aku suka jalan cerita Harry Potter ni. Best. Watak yang sama sejak diorang kecil sampai dah dewasa. Rasa macam kawan lama je diorang ni.

Bila Hermione nak datang kat aku ni. Hermione, come on. Come and sleep with me. :P

assignmEnts, ark xO

erk erk erk...chat chat je, baru tau ada assignment ni. Chat chat lain lak, baru tau ada assignment tu. Kenapa aku asyik x tau je ni?? Argh. Xpe. Yang penting, kena siapkan. Huwarh. Tension gak.

Nasib baik esok cuti. Kena siapkan proposal dulu. Than poster. Baru rekabentuk. Then bioinformatik. Hmmm. Oh ya. Assignment library dulu baru bioninfo punya.

Ada assignment U3 lagi. Hish. Susun balik.

1. Proposal, ergh. Do it now. xO
2. Poster, aku prefer dalam A4 dan A3. Hmmm :/
3. Rekabentuk, study balik chapter-chapter sakit kepala tu, buat algorithm dan buat programming.
4. Library search, kena gi library
5. U3 presentation dan kertas kerja, just have a view is enough.
6. Laporan Bioinformatik - kena find out cara buat laporan dia. Kena tanya senior ni.
7. Bina personal laman web, untuk mikrokomputer.
8. Old client upgrade project. Huwarh. It's too big. xO
9. Gi amek kad lesen P. Dah berbulan diorang tunggu aku amek. :/
10. Imagine Cup - Okay. To see how far can i go. =)
11. Jumpa awek - terpaksa last matter. Sorry my dear. :o

Ergh. Too too tension for me. Just settle one by one now. =.=

Harry Potter, the end

Aku baru je sambung tengok harry potter. Rupa-rupanya aku terskip 'Order Of Phoenix' dan 'Half-blood Prince'. Tapi xpe la. Aku dah tengok yang lain sampai habis.

Overall, aku suka sesangat cerita harry potter ni. Memberikan erti kehidupan secara menyeluruh. Berdepan dengan hakikat hidup, sama ada mendapat info benar atau palsu. Sama ada masih boleh percayai seseorang atau tidak. Sama ada akan berjaya atau berdepan dengan kegagalan. Kita kena berdepan juga sebab itu hakikatnya.

Penghabisan cerita memang penuh makna dan erti. I love it sooo much.

:)

Leadership

i really love the moral of leadership from transfOrmers 3 and captAin america. Soooo much~~~ :D

That is the kind of leader i like. But i pull off. Being that kind will still miss something. I've been there. Being so great. But so alone. Space for heart, especially love is so disappointing. Will feel lose.

That is the question that i still need the right answer. :/

Bad Day

Too bad. Ergh. Hot fever and vomiting all the time. Couldn't go to class. Feel so headache. Ouch.

Many things corrupted. Crushed in the middle.

Hope to be healthy soon. Need to be strong.

:/

Let Go And Renew

I am soooo tired. So pack with a lot of things.

Tired. Sleep. Rest well. Gotta meet old client and fix things. Annoying. Not a breath for change Mister Client! No money no way. :/

I plan to finish a book of JAVA in two days from tomorrow. On Sunday, i should have finished the book. Then only i clear up a friend's software project.

Weekends of programmer matters. Monday on will be my eye on thesis completion. And have to try finish all assignment. Early is good. My time space is too less.

Everything goes fine for the time being. Lucky I have people around.

From now on, this blog is my little diary. Not ideas anymore. In the path of "on it".



"to infinity and beyond"

To be strong is feeling weak...balance

Everytime when working so hard, and being very busy, will always feel sad suddenly and cry for nothing. That's the way i usually go through if i success.

Balance isn't it. So, everytime sad, just go on. DOn't think much anymore. We are on the right track.

We are not alone. =)

pilihan berkahwin?

Mee Sup :D

Aku suka betul buAt mee sup untuk makan. Dulu asyik masak nasi dan goreng-goreng nugget, telur, hotdog, burger, dan kentang. Main goreng-goreng ni asyik buat aku rasa malas nak masak.

Buat sup je senang. Panas air, sambil main tambah je apa yang aku nak. Macam-macam nak tambah, tapi tengok mangkuk tu ar. Dah penuh je stop. Best. :D

Meesup merupakan favorite aku nak masak sebab :

1. Senang nak basuh lepas makan. Kalau goreng-goreng, hampeh. Asyik malas nak basuh sebab minyak-minyak dia.

2. Senang. Xde perang dunia. Air mendidih camtu je sambil campur mihun telur bebola semua tu. Kalau goreng-goreng, kena hati-hati. Ada letup sini, ada letup sana. Kena lebih berhati-hati. Ada air sikit kat gegoreng, "fire in the hole~~~" xO

3. Masak lelama pun xpe kalau mee sup ni. Kalau gegoreng, lelama nanti hangus.

4. Memacam bahan boleh campur sekali gus kalau makan mee sup. Kalau gegoreng, kena masak asing-asing. Leceh.

5. Lebih sihat. Masak dalam sup lebih sihat, dan lebih nutrisi. Nutrisi-nutrisi lebihan makanan boleh minum melalui sup. Kalau gegoreng, nak minum minyak ka? Aiyoyo. :/

6. Boleh ikut taste. Nak kari je, tambah perencah kari. Nak sup ayam ke, tambah je perencah sup ayam. Kalau gegoreng, hmmm. Tambah lada. X beza sangat rasa.

7. Two in one. Makan dan minum sekali kalau mee sup. Kalau gegoreng, makan je. Hmm.

8. Bau x melekat. Buat sup ni, x berbau kat persekitaran. Kalau gegoreng, hmph. Gi kelas je esok, "Grown, baju kau bau burger ar".

9. X kotor bila masak mee sup. Yang tetumpah pun sup je, senang nak lap. Kalau gegoreng, selalu je minyak melekat kat merata lantai. Leceh nak mop pakai sabun.

10. Aku suka sup. Goreng tu sikit-sikit je. Yum yum. =P

Peratus Pelajar Lelaki

Masa raya, tengah syok main game facebook kat rumah sepupu, aku berbual dengan sepupu aku kat sebelah aku. Dia tengah sambil gosok baju.

Kata dia, bab belajar ni, lelaki lagi cepat pickup. Tapi kenapa peratus pelajar lelaki semakin berkurangan bila diploma ke, matrikulasi ke, ijazah atau memana.

Adakah disebabkan tempat yang disediakan untuk lelaki memang sedikit? Kalau nak tengok kediaman di kolej atau universiti yang disediakan untuk laki biasanya 20% je. Tempat kediaman yang disediakan untuk pompuan ialah empat kali dari lelaki. Jadi? Adakah disebabkan oleh sistem ini?

Ada je yang kata, lelaki yang bebagus ni memang sikit je. Ramai masuk pusat serenti. O, habis tu, pusat serenti tu xde pompuan ea? Pompuan laki sama je.

Faktor minat boleh terima gak. Contohnya, lebih ramai laki yang join course engineer. Lagi sikit laki yang join nursing. Well, itu memang boleh diterima akal la kan.

Mungkin disebabkan ego yang ada pada laki. Bila dah dapat result bagus, rasa terror sangat sampai malas nak belajar. Akhirnya lingkup. Hmm. Itu perkara biasa yang berlaku. Tapi, nak kata pompuan xde ego ke? Tipu la kan. Yang reramai pompuan kat shopping center tu, mesti la nak beli pakaian lagi lawa untuk menunjuk kat yang lain. Saling ego antara satu sama lain tu.

Atau disebabkan pompuan lebih cepat matang daripada laki? Pompuan matang dalam umur 18, lelaki matang dalam umur 27. Errr. Berkaitan ke matang dengan kebolehan belajar? Rasanya berkaitan gak sebab ketegasan disiplin. Hmmm.

Tapi biasanya, dalam sesuatu perhubungan, pompuan lebih berfikir ikut kata hati. Pompuan susah nak guna logik akal. Biasa la. Nak manja konon.

Mungkin juga disebabkan pompuan, semakin kurang lelaki yang dapat belajar dengan baik. Mana taknya, ramai sangat pompuan yang tunjuk aurat. Ingat lelaki boleh fokus belajar ke bila ada pompuan tunjuk aurat kat sekeliling? Sikit-sikit, stim. Sikit-sikit, stim. Nampak awek lawa sini. Nampak body lawa sana. Nampak bontot comel sini. Nampak tetek mantap sana. Bila cikgu mengajar kat depan, asyik terbayang video lucah je kat kepala. Mana x susah nak belajar. Memang salah pompuan.

Pernah dalam surat khabar tu, ulama yang tengah mengaji dalam surau pun boleh tetiba rogol pompuan bila nampak pompuan tu lalu depan surau. So, this is the best evidence to let u understand.

So, for me, punca utama semakin kurang lelaki yang sambung belajar ialah pompuan.

Mature User - Just My Opinion

Okay. Most lack of money people, like students, likes free or cheaper things such as photostat instead of original textbooks, cracked software instead of original, free movie download instead of going to cinema or buying a DVD/VCD.

The reason is simple. This kind of people really need it. That's all. It helps solve stress issue among this kind of user.

For me, it is forgivable. For example, there's a pregnant woman that need to deliver now. She is not having money yet. Does she has to gather money first than only deliver? All she need now is to deliver a baby. So it is not necessary a real doctor to deliver the baby.

Well, that example might not really suite with what i say. However, i hope my point is reaching you. What i'm trying to say is, just let this kind of people get cheaper or free as they wish, because they still could not afford to get the original or right one.


.................

I would like to advise you if you are one of this kind of people. Buy original when you could really afford it. My reason is as the following.

Professionals like programmers or doctors are living people. They need money to live. They also need the money as their motivation to do better and improve themselve, or enjoy. They have been working so hard. You should understand that anyone would need an appreciation or something good as a reason to work hard. Have you worked hard before? So you should have understood these professionals if you do.

Just like when you watch a movie "Spiderman". Do you hope for "Spiderman 2" and "Spiderman 3"? If the producers and the team lose money from producing it, they won't be able to continue it. The only thing they need is money they gained from customers like you.

If you say that they don't need money, i would like to ask you. Can you go to a restaurant nearby you, work more than 12 hours a day, for free? And, can you work for free for years? If no, than you should understand how these product producers feel.

It is forgivable for you buying a pirate due to your weak finance condition. But please buy the original one when you really could.

Let's together support the better growth of any industrial achievement.

Pompuan VS Babi

Okay. Bila aku fikir-fikir balik, babi di Malaysia memang berjaya dikawal dengan baik. Sebagai negara beragama islam, yang memang bagus melaksanakan apa yang patut. Tapi satu je yang silap - pompuan yang haram.

Babi x boleh disentuh. Biasanya orang melayu kata, apa pun kat restoran cina tu haram dimakan, sebab senduk semua tu dah pernah digunakan untuk sentuh daging babi. Okay, so aku nak tanya. Pompuan-pompuan yang haram bagi yang bukan mahram, di restoran-restoran melayu, entah dah berapa kali sentuh pinggan, makanan, senduk semua tu. X haram ke? Eh eh, peliknya kan.

Babi x boleh dimakan. Itu memang x boleh dinafikan. Pompuan pun memang la x boleh dimakan kan. Tapi, entah sebab apa. Dulu operasi yang kumpul banyak babi dengan lori, bunuh bebanyak tu, sebab apa ek? Sebab babi tu haram? Pompuan haram kan ramai gak. Kenapa x kumpul semua pompuan haram tu dan bunuh je? Pompuan haram tu, maknanya yang bukan mahram aku la kan? Kenapa x bunuh semua pompuan ni, biar keluarga aku je tinggal kat malaysia? Fulamak, bestnya. =D

Pompuan lagi teruk daripada babi. Babi tunjuk aurat pun xpe, boleh tengok lagi. Tengok la babi tu main seks ke apa, x apa punya. X haram. Tapi pompuan haram x boleh. X boleh tengok aurat pompuan haram. Nak tengok dia buat seks lagi la x boleh. Aku rasa, Malaysia patut ambil tindakan yang tegas kumpul semua pompuan yang tunjuk aurat ni, bunuh semuanya. Kerajaan Malaysia kena sedar. Pompuan tunjuk aurat lagi teruk daripada babi kot. Nak tengok pun x boleh. Takut nanti kena penyakit gila seks. Bahaya gak tu. Kalau Malaysia berjaya handle babi, kenapa x handle pompuan x tutup aurat ni? Banyak gila kot kat shoping center semua tu. Penyakit mata lagi bahaya kot.

Pasal pompuan haram la, banyak betul benda halal jadi haram. Tengok je la surat khabar. Ish. Ada pompuan haram dalam surat khabar tu. Jangan sentuh. Haram. Eh eh, jngan buka TV tu, nanti keluar pompuan haram. Bahaya la.

Pompuan pandai fitnah. Babi okay je. Memana haiwan pun sentiasa berzikir pada tuhan, kalau x salah aku. Pompuan lak selalu timbulkan fitnah sampai rumahtangga jatuh atau sampai timbulkan peperangan. Bahaya la pompuan ni. Kesian babi kan. Babi x bersalah pun, dah kena bunuh. Pompuan ni kenapa lak dibiarkan? Sekarang tengah ramai pompuan haram yang tengah fitnah kata lelaki semakin teruk ni semua. Kena cepat tangani pompuan haram ni.

Okay, kalau nak dikatakan pasal bahaya, pompuan lagi bahaya kot. Tengok la berapa banyak lelaki yang jadi gila seks. Berapa banyak lelaki yang masuk pusat serenti. Prestasi lelaki dah semakin merosot. Kan lelaki sangat penting sebagai pemimpin negara? Puncanya pompuan haram je. Pompuan haram yang x tutup aurat. Nampak x? Pompuan haram ni ramai yang sebarkan penyakit yang lebih bahaya dan cepat merebak. Hampir memana lelaki pun, pandang je aurat pompuan satu kali, dah terkena terus penyakitnya.

Masalah Pagi Masyarakat

Memana je aku pergi joging, sama ada pagi atau petang, aku selalu geleng kepala melihat bilangan dan golongan orang yang sihat bersenam.

Biasanya yang datang bersenam, majoritinya orang tua cina. Pastu, yang lepak duduk-duduk merokok je kerja orang melayu. Yang muda-muda, beberapa kerat je.

Kalau joging petang-petang, biasanya bila dah gelap nak malam, mula la. Banyak couple melayu datang nak cari port masing-masing. Memang menjengkelkan betul.

Yang main bola sepak dan basketball tu, dah kira bagus. Biarpun aku tengok orang cina buat senaman taichi, sekurang-kurangnya senaman la gak kan.

Itu la sebabnya banyak lelaki yang bagus. Gi main basketball, bola sepak. Yang kerat-kerat gi joging pun laki je. Susah betul nak tengok pompuan bersenam. Kalau ada pun pompuan tua je.

So, apa la yang pompuan selalu buat? Nak kata sibuk memasak di rumah, cuba tanya pompuan-pompuan ni satu persatu. Macam nak pupus dah spesies pompuan yang tau memasak. Kat shoping center je penuh dengan pompuan. Tunjuk aurat lak tu. Pompuan zaman sekarang semakin rosak. Pastu kata lelaki zaman sekarang semakin teruk. X sedar diri betul. Berapa banyak lak lelaki yang tunjuk aurat? Lelaki semua baik je. Selalu jadi budak baik hadap komputer di rumah, atau gi main bola atau aktiviti-aktiviti lasak.

Berguna ke pompuan zaman sekarang? Memang susah lelaki nak cari calon isteri. Dah la x guna, nak kenakan harga duit hantaran yang mahal. Nak paksa lelaki buat maksiat je lebih.

Lelaki gila seks? Well, tuhan memang dah jadikan lelaki macam tu. Nafsu lelaki satu tu je. Lagipun, pompuan berasal dari tulang rusuk kiri lelaki. Maknanya, pompuan pun gila seks la kan. Nak ejek lelaki, cuba sedar sikit asal-usul diri tu dari mana.

Boleh pula aku lari dari topik. Hmmm, apa yang aku nak tegaskan di sini ialah, mari la kita bersenam. Masalah masyarakat kita sekarang ni ialah masih kurang yang bersenam. =)

Mampu Terima Realiti?

Okay. Mampukah korang terima kejadian realiti yang korang rasa mustahil boleh berlaku, iaitu impian korang jadi kenyataan, atau lebih hebat daripada apa yang korang impikan.

Tadi masa aku lepak makan sahur di McD dengan member dan abang-abang aku, aku selalu je usha tengok awek sebelah meja. Lawa gila. Memang cantik sesangat awek tu. Terpesona gila aku tengok.

Kalau la aku dapat awek tu, fuh....bestnya. Sekali, masa aku tengah syok tengok dia, tetiba dia tentang mata aku. Kenyit mata kat aku, dengan senyum manjanya. Dia angkat tangan dia kat telinga dia, tunjuk signal, nak minta nombor.

Aku masa tu terkejut sangat. Nak kata tengah mimpi, x jugak. Aku terus pandang tempat lain, konon-konon tengah dengar member berbual konon. Aku masa tu x dapat terima hakikat langsung. Terkejut sesangat. Gila ar.

Lepas aku fikir-fikir balik, xpe la. Aku nak setia kat gf aku je. Tapi, buat masa ni, memang aku nak fokus kat duit je. X nak fokus pasal pomuan sangat dah. Setakat cuci mata xpe la kan. Main borak-borak manja pun cukup dah, setakat nak seronokkan hati.

Fuhh....memang penat betul tadi. Baru mula amek lesen motor. Tengok je motor kawasaki, pergh. Teringin betul nak bawa main pusing-pusing. Best gila tengok motor besar tu, dengan tayar besar dia. Layan gila. :D

Tapi kan, daripada aku beli motor kawasaki, baik aku beli kereta. Lepas ada rumah dan perabot semua tu, baru la aku fikir pasal kawasaki la, porsche ke, ferrari semua tu. Lambo ghini pun nak rasa. Fuhhhh......bestnya. :D

Aku nak jadi kaya. heheheee :D

What Man Should Know About Woman =)

Okay. Lepas bual-bual dengan abang aku, aku terus break dengan gf aku yang dah......hampir enam tahun bercinta. Know why?

Well, my mother used to say, "don't ever find a girl until u are ready to get marry". At first. I won't agree to my mother about that. When i'm mature enough, like now, i finally agree. Man....it took me long life experience to believe and agree.

Okay. This is according to what i know. What man should know about woman. Learn this carefully. U might not believe like me at first. See it yourself to know more.

This tips is just for guys that have gf. Not for single. But might helpful for single in the future.

1. Woman will use u like hell, and don't even care about your condition, when SHE FEEL THAT U WILL NEVER LEAVE HER. Until she finds a better guy, SHE WILL LEAVE U JUST LIKE THAT. She will always try her best to make u obedient to her at early relationship. So, becareful guys. Don't get trapped easily. Especially when she promote sex. That's the greatest weapon to make a man be more obedient because of feeling responsiblities or appreciation, or whatever it is. If u are a bad guy that just wanna play that girl, than that's good. U are teaching this girl a good lesson. :)

2. When u start feel like she's always lying, or make a very suspicious lying, or any kind of lie that she twist around and around. Until u find out very clearly that she lied to u. That is the time u should leave her. Because that means she don't trust u anymore.

3. When she asked u to pay her back for what u owed her, just pay back AND LEAVE HER. She's actually just wanna use u if she does that. Because true love supposed to be willing to sacrifice for each other. So, WAKE UP GUYS~!!!!

4. When she very seldom reply your hundred messages, u should just forget about her. Girls actually think about the guys she love all the time. So, when she's too quiet. That's the sign that u should forget her.

5. When she always forced u to agree that she's right but actually she's not, u should just disagree and let her go. She will never respect u and won't be obedient to u. Just like in number one above. That's her way to know whether she already get u obedient to her or not. If u are, she will make full use of u. Until she's satisfied. She will just wait for a better guys, than leave u JUST LIKE THAT.

Accordiing to statistic studies, the non-virgin female teens are about more than 60%. So, wake up guys. All the women around u might actually such a bad bitch that u should never amaze. Just look how many girls are at the shopping complex. Too many girls that are really such a bitch. They are easily satisfied with their world. While men are being good and innocent with computer and friends at mamak stall.

I have a good things to make u realize. Men in nowadays are far better than woman.
Okay. Now i'll switch to malay language. Berapa ramai lelaki yang tunjuk aurat? Hampir xde langsung okay. Sebenarnya lelaki masih okay dan sangat kuat iman di zaman sekarang.

Pompuan selalu kata lelaki zaman sekarang teruk. Sebenarnya pompuan semua tu yang x sedar diri. Biasa la. Pompuan kan kuat fitnah orangnya. Cuba tengok berapa ramai pompuan yang tunjuk aurat? fuh......pompuan zaman sekarang memang teruk. Well, itu la hakikatnya.

So, the moral of the story, don't ever give anything to our girl. Even after married, just give what is enough to survive. If u always give and let her full, your relationship won't be the same.

Just give feeling is okay. Not material things, especially money. Woman can easily satisfied and bored with money from a same guy. She might want more and better guys. Just like how man can easily satisfied and bored to have sex with the same woman. That is why girls are easier to let go of man because women are easily satisfied. Man are very seldom having sex, that's why man will never satisfied with the woman to let the woman go. So, to ensure that your girl stay by your side, u should very seldom giving money to your girl.


So, the recommended type of girl that guys should find :

1) Very rich. Very rich girl won't mind about money anymore. What she wants is a life partner to made up the whole life. So, don't worry about your relationship stability with this kind of girl.

2) Very religious muslims. Muslims taught girls to be very obedient to the husband no matter what. Muslims taught girls that the heaven or hell of the girls are in the husband's hand. So, u don't have to worry about your stability with girl. :)

3) From a very good family genetic. Girls with a very good family genetic background have a very good moral principal and attitude. She will be so obedient naturally. That's very good okay. :)

4) Her beauty. Either beauty of her face or body. Well, of course. Sex satisfaction always comes first for man. As a man, we always work so hard for money and responsibilities. So make sure we get the beauty one, so that we are really satisfied and happy with our marriage. :)

Well, it's all based on my true experience, other people's experience, and many opinions.

:)

My Against Become Mine

Recently, i used to agree that love comes first when love versus money. Now i against it. Thanks to my little lovely gf. My experience with her made me learn it.

Love is easy to find. Just always forgiving and loving each other. Either with god, friends, parents, or with a couple. It's easy to be loved and love. Love is easy to find. Just depend on what we wanna love with. I love programming. :)

Money is hard to find. If u are saying it's easy, can u give me a million right now? I won't easily get money from ANYONE unless i work like shit or have trust or reason that's worth.

If love? Just say hi to someone on the road, bring to cafe and have a drink, talk, and enjoy together. Or just take a praying mat, flat on the floor and make love with god. Or just call parents, "mama, i miss u. I love u mama. I hope u are with me now."

Love is very simple and easy to find. Money is damn hard to get and earn. What man want from woman is just actually sex. Well, just do the self handjob would be enough too. Woman nice shape always won't stay long. Many new young beauty woman out there keep appearing out in vicinity. So what? Love is easy.

Woman already learn earlier, and used to prick money from guys. Well, that's the prove that woman mature earlier. So, i would like to say, "hey girls. U are really smart and matured."

So, now what comes first to me, is MONEY MONEY MONEY$$$$$$. The more money i have, the more woman i can have. Women don't care to double triple quadruple with me if i have money. So i can have quadruple wife and enjoy my best sex in life. Four some. :D

Well, this is what i believe for now. ^^

bengaNg sesangat...(sila abaikan)

Hidup ni memang selalu camni. Bila dah happy sesangat, nanti mesti bengang sesangat. Bila datang yang best, emsti datang yang x best gak. Hish.

Spoil mood betul.

YEAAAAAY (tengah happy gila, sila abaikan)

Okay. Aku tengah happy gila gila gila gila. Rasa saaaaaangat puas dan seronok. YeaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhh~~~~ =DDDDD

Em, happy pasal apa ek. Ada ar kan. Yang tau tu tau tau je la. Wohooooo~~~~ =DDDDDD


Aku x sangka betul. Mungkin sebab aku gila-gila fokus dan usaha nak siapkan dia cepat, sebab tu dia siap cepat. Ingatkan perlu masa sebulan lebih nak siapkan. Aku sangka aku cakap besar je kata "boleh siapkan dua minggu je ni".

Sekali, huwaaaaaa betul-betul dua minggu je dah siap. Pencapaian yang sungguh menggembirakan.

Aku dah tengah gembira tahap gaban ni. Fuuhhhh. Nak lompat-lompat ni. Sape nak join? Meh aku nak main tarik-tarik tangan ni. Sape nak jadi mangsa aku ni. =DDDDD


Aku nak main campak-campak gf aku ke udara. Tapi dia tengah xde. Uwaaarh. X nak la aku main langit sorang-sorang.

Fuuhhhh gembira x terkata. Yeaaaaayyyy. ^^

Captain America :D

Aku memang suka gila-gila ar movie captAin america ni. Macam terLaLu realistik lak sifat dan cara kepimpinan captain america ni. Bagi aku, berbanding dengan hero-hero lain, Captain America lagi hebat dari segi kepimpinan dan patriotisme dia.

Most people i have faced always look down and disrespect a straight honest good guy. But actually the straight honest guy is the only one that is very charismatic and good leader when is given the chance. Need to be brave too to be strong.

I adore Captain America too much. It's okay to looked stupid when doing the right thing. That is good to gain trust.

Bila fikir-fikir balik, dapat gak nampak logiknya dengan lebih jelas camne rasulullah s.a.w boleh jadi pemimpin yang sangat berjaya. Rasulullah sangat jujur, baik, dan terus terang orangnya. Bila tengok je Captain America, "eh eh, rasul camtu gak. Tapi rasul jauh lebih baik la kan". Memang best gila dapat berdamping dengan orang hebat ni untuk berjuang bersama dalam peperangan. Rasa mulia gila.

Well, bila fikir-fikir balik. Kiamat dah dekat sesangat. Mungkin kita sempat join peperangan terakhir kita. Dengan nabi isa kita.

Fuh. Sempat ke nak rasa main pedang ek. Emmm....pistol pun okay gak. X pernah rasa. ^^

huhu

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Day Seven : 10 Important People

Hmmm. Makin personal la day to day punya tajuk. Amoi. X boleh kasi general ka? Day eight nine ten lagi personal woooo. :O

Okay.. ten important people? Hmmmm. Jenis orang je la. X nak direct kepada nama orang. It's too personal.

1 - pendengar. Well, tempat aku kongsi masalah atau pendapat. I need it. :3

2 - pembelanja. Aku nak save duit. Belanja la aku makan sushi yogurt setiap hari. :D

3 - pelawak. Aku nak lawak spontan. Buat aku gelak sampai jatuh dari kerusi ea. Errr. Sampai susah nak nafas pun okay je. haha. :P

4 - penyayang. Aku suka orang sayang aku. Auwww. :P

5 - sama hobi. Well, baru la best nak kongsi kan. Hoho.

6 - seksi girl. Uiiih. Kalau xde awek amoi seksi, rasa macam x lengkap je dunia ni.

7 - tabah gaban. Orang yang tabah gila gaban ni, memang aku selalu nak tengok-tengok. Nak ikut kalau boleh. Nak berjaya. :D

8 - blogger. Bosan la kalau xde blogger post terus menerus. At least something for me to read. Blog lagi unik daripada majalah televisyen surat khabar semua tu.

9 - gf tercinta. Muah. Muuaaah. ops.

10 - otak perpustakaan. Maksudnya, bila aku x tau lagu ni sape nyanyi, dia boleh jawab. Apa kes roadblock satu KL, dia boleh jawab. Nama wartawan cun gila tu, dia boleh jawab. Senang citer, dia tau bebanyak gila ar benda yang aku langsung x tau.

None Blog List

Nice Post

Well, aku suka baca blog orang disebabkan post-postnya yang menarik. Ciri-ciri post tu simple je. Asli. Pandangan dan pendapat masing-masing.

Aku x suka post yang memang dah ada dalam berita atau surat khabar. Tapi ada gak yang menarik untuk didalami. Macam gejala sosial.

Biasanya suka nak baca je, xde benda nak comment. Tapi takut blogger tu tertekan dan x post apa-apa bila xde comment sangat. Sebenarnya selalu je ada blogger ni, memang best-best post dia. Tapi disebabkan tekanan kekurangan comment feedback kot, dah tertekan, tutup blog ar, jadi privasi sendiri la, malas nak post dan sebagainya.

Tapi ada je yang berhenti post sebab busy atau memang xde benda nak post. Macam aku, aku biasanya suka post benda-benda yang pada pendapat aku je. Benda-benda privasi tu, aku simpan kat diary.com je.

Blog yang best-best ni biasanya agak susah nak kekal post yang best-best. Sebab tu kena selalu cari blog lain gak. From time to time, the blog i like to read starts to quiet, turned to privacy, or closed. Biasa la. Sebab rasa privasi sangat, atau dah xde idea.

So, aku rasa, setiap blogger patut ingatkan pembaca supaya tinggalkan komen kalau boleh. Terus terang la. I believe that the comments and feedback make u keep posting.

Pasal masalah privasi tu, sebaik-baiknya jangan letak gambar dan email. Jangan gitau member atau sesape yang kau ada blog. Supaya lagi selesa u nak posting apa-apa. Ur post always from ur point of view, isn't that privacy?

Memang la sesetengah orang kata, "apa nak kisah apa orang lain kata". Tapi setiap apa pun, pasti ada batasnya. Kalau boleh sabar gila dengan kata-kata orang yang melampau-lampau, bagaimana lak dengan orang yang sangat berbahaya? Macam yang guna ilmu hitam. Amik je gambar kau, bawa gi jumpa bomoh. Amacam? X rasa bahaya? Ataupun orang ni gila stalk kau, amik je email kau, search kat facebook.

Whatever it is. Huwarh, dah lewat ni. Ngantuk dah.



Sweet dream, my bloggy. :3

Day Six : 10 Things I Can't Live Without

Amende ya. Sepuluh benda ek. Hmmm. Obviously.

1) Peti sejuk. Nak simpan air isotonik bebanyak. Sekurang-kurangnya dua botol besar ada dalam tu. Nak simpan yogurt lagi. Hotdog lagi. Burger, kicap, sayur kangkung, dan buah. Fuhhh.

2) Laptop. Nak main game. Tengok video, cerita korea anime semua tu. Baru best.

3) Internet. Kena ada line. Nak yang lelaju. Baru la lancar nak main game online, baca blog orang semua tu.

4) Handphone. Sepanjang masa aku nak mesej calling dengan awek aku. Aku sukakan dia. :3

5) Buku bacaan. Kena ada buku gak. Dah penat hadap screen laptop je, kena la rehat dengan baca novel ke, komik ke, buku-buku ilmiah pun xpe. Well, kebanyakan buku ilmiah aku ni bersifat islamik sangat. Well, kebetulan je sebenarnya. Aku suka ambil tahu lebih lanjut tentang beberapa perkara yang aku tertanya-tanya dalam hidup aku ni.

6) Sejadah. Jangan xde sejadah. Kang aku nak solat susah. Walaupun aku masih x terjaga solat lima waktu, aku masih cuba sedaya upaya nak jaga solat gak. Nak doakan awek aku, mak ayah aku, dan untuk diri aku. Aku nak minta bebanyak kat tuhan. Kalau doa makbul, seronok la aku kan. :)

7) Barang dapur. Kena ada rice cooker, water heater, dan tempat masak yang pemanas tu. Baru la aku boleh sesenang masak nasi, sayur, goreng-goreng semua tu. Lagi puas dan kenyang berbanding makan luar. yeay. Bagi aku, dunia ni sangat aman bila perut dah kenyang. Sebab tu aku kurang makan luar. Selalu x puas langsung kalau makan luar. X suka nak keluar duit.

8) Mesin basuh dan kering. Aku x nak cuci guna tangan. Cepat lenguh pinggang aku nanti. Setiap dua minggu, basuh pakai mesin. Kan senang. Mesin kering pun. Aku malas sangkut luar. Kang x pasal-pasal hujan, malas aku nak angkut.

9) Sleeping set - katil, selimut dan bantal. Aku suuuka sangat tidur. huaaaah. :D

10) Motor. Arrr. Nak cari kerja susah. Nak pergi memana pun susah. Nanti aku nak kena beli motor gak. :O

Self Research

Well, masa tengok mOvie Kung Fu Panda 2, tengok je yinyang, yang warna hitam putih itu, aku fikir-fikir balik.

Setiap orang bersifat baik dan buruk. Tapi biasanya setiap orang dari kita, memang kena seimbang buat baik dan buruk.

Seimbang buat baik dan buruk? Itu pendapat aku je. Well, cuba imbas sekejap.

Cuba observe semua orang yang tengah gaduh. Ada ke orang yang mengaku jahat? Setiap orang akan mengaku dia baik. Jadi, sape lak yang jahat? Dua-dua orang yang gaduh akan kata dia betul. Dia baik. Kalau dah betul salah pun, biasanya takut nak biar orang cap dia jahat, jadi x mengaku. Maknanya, semua orang nak mengaku diorang baik. Semua orang fikir diorang baik.

Kalau orang dah buat salah pun, dia ada je sebab-sebab tertentu yang membuatkan dia tu nampak betul dan baik.

Sebabnya mudah je. Memang dah fitrah manusia dijadikan macam tu. Kita akan sentiasa nak buat baik. Kalau kita memang x nak buat jahat, kita susah nak sedar yang kita ada buat jahat.

Cuba fikirkan sejenak. Banyak je benda jahat yang kita nafikan. Kita akan fikir, "ala, baru la cool", "haha, best la", "suka aku. Kelakar betul buat dia camtu". Lebih kurang macam tu la. Kita akan sangka yang benda jahat yang kita buat tu, benda remeh.

Contohnya, ejek orang gemuk. "tengok budak gemuk tu jatuh. Hahahaha... xD". Well, kebanyakan orang mesti ada sikap camtu, pada pandangan aku la.

Kalau kita terlalu nak buat baik sangat, biasanya nanti sangat stres. Nak memberontak la. Apa la. X pasal-pasal benci seseorang la. Benci orang ni, benci orang tu. Pada hal bukannya ada apa sangat pun sebenarnya. Semua tu boleh terjadi sebab memang kena ada tempat "melepas" gak, iaitu buat jahat.

Pompuan selalu senyum manis ke, manja ke, last-last kuat mengumpat ke, kuat fitnah ke, kuat dengki dan macam-macam. Lelaki lak selalu cool bergaya, sangat boleh diharap, last-last sombong gila la, kuat mengejek la, dan pelbagai lagi. Selalunya memang kena ada gak buat jahat. Buat baik tu memang semua orang nak buat baik. Cuma sedar x sedar je buat jahat.

Aku pernah tengok video, pasal kajian sains. Semuanya disebabkan peredaran cas dalam badan manusia. Cas dalam badan manusia dipengaruhi oleh cas dari sekeliling.

Biasanya cas negatif datang dari tempat yang teteruk, macam tempat pelacuran, perjudian, dan pergaduhan. Tempat bercas positif lak datang dari tempat keagamaan, macam masjid, kuil, dan tokong.

Jenis dan kepekatan cas sesuatu tempat itu bergantung pada bentuk bangunan gak. Sebab itu ada banyak persamaan antara bangunan-bangunan agama. Entah betul ke tidak ni.

Bila aku fikir balik, cas-cas yang ahli sains cakap ini, mungkin refer pada pengaruh-pengaruh fikiran. Contohnya, seks ke, dadah ke, cium-cium ke, gegaduh semua itu. Semua pengaruh buruk dipanggil cas negatif, manakala pengaruh baik pula dipanggil cas positif. Maknanya, panggung wayang dikira bercas negatif ek. Logik gak. Citer orang putih selalu ada babak seks la, cium-cium semua itu.

Jadi, kalau nak kaitkan dengan pandangan aku, maknanya, boleh je seseorang itu x buat baik langsung, atau x buat jahat langsung, bergantung pada keadaan persekitaran. Maknanya, perbuatan baik dan jahat x semestinya seimbang?

Jadi, kalau nak buat baik je, kena kuat pegang agama la. Macam tu? Sebab tu, macam agama islam, ada kata, "solat itu tiang agama". Well, dah setiap waktu suruh gi solat, suruh gi tempat bercas positif, tempat berpengaruh baik, jadi kita pun boleh la kekal jadi baik. Hmmm. Boleh diterima akal gak.

Kita selalu susah nak amik peduli yang benda yang kita buat tu sebenarnya jahat. Well, daripada susah-susah kita nak sedar setiap perbuatan kita, lagi senang kita dirikan je la tiang agama kita kan. Nak sentiasa ikut jalan kebenaran ni bercabang-cabang teka-tekinya.




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Itu baru kajian perbuatan harian diri kita. Pernah x kaji kesihatan diri? Well, aku selalu je tengok-tengok badan aku. Pastu ada sesuatu pada badan aku yang buat aku musykil.

Aku pun check la kat internet dengan pelbagai term yang aku agak-agak. Macam x jumpa punca. Aku pun terus je la gi klinik jumpa doktor tanya setiap benda yang aku musykil kat badan aku.

Sekali, doktor kata aku kena hernia. Kena buat pembedahan. "Arrrrrrrrr!!! X akan la nak kena bedah???".. Mula-mula aku rasa x nak bedah, sebab bukannya ada rasa sakit apa pun. Xpe la kan. Tapi doktor suruh bedah cepat sebelum jadi serius.

Aku pun pergi la hospital. Macam percutian je. Seronok gak sebab aku asyik tertanya-tanya, camne ya kena bius, kena bedah, rasanya pengsan semua tu. Nak tau gak life kat hospital camne. Selalu dengar citer je. Akhirnya aku dapat rasa sendiri. Best woo. Rugi kalau x pernah rasa dalam seumur hidup ini.

Keadaan di hospital memang stres. Semua nurse busy gerak sini sana, kadang kala mengamuk x tentu pasal sebab x terkawal keadaan. Pesakit sini sana jerit panggil nurse, "nurse!! nurse!!".

Nurse pun kena cuba jaga hati pesakit. Susahnya kerja nurse ni. Kena cuba pujuk pesakit supaya makan la, x murung la, apa la.

Ada nurse tu cuba jaga hati aku sebab dah seharian aku x makan. Mana x makan, baru lepas bedah kot. Aku tengah pengsan. Dah sedar pun, nak bangun susah. X dapat nak bangun. Tangan je leh gerak. Nak je aku sound, "tengah sakit gila la ngok". Tapi sebab nurse tu cakap dengan sangat lembut, cair hati aku. Aku diam je.

Aku paling benci benda yang dia cucuk kat tangan aku. Dah la panjang dalam 10cm benda cucuk tu, cucuk masuk dalam urat tangan, selama aku duduk kat hospital, selama tu la benda tu terpacak dalam tangan. Nak pusingkan gelang tangan pun sakit sebab benda tu mencucuk-cucuk.

Tujuannya untuk masukkan air bila aku x dapat makan. Well, selalu je air x masuk, tapi darah aku pula yang masuk tiub tu. Bila nurse nak betulkan, aku ingatkan dia nak buang dulu darah-darah aku dalam tiub itu sebab dah pepejal, susah nak alirkan air balik. Sekali, DIA TOLAK DARAH TU KE DALAM TANGAN AKU BALIK. DAH LA BANYAK. TIUB ITU PANJANG. TERJERIT AKUUU!!!! D:

Bila tiba masa untuk aku bedah, fuh...x sabar aku. Masuk je bilik bedah, pergh. Sejuk gila macam freezer. Aku pun kena bius. Aku x sangka lak cara bius dia. Dia cucuk masuk bius ke dalam tulang belakang aku, kat bawah. Memang sakit gila. Pastu terus start bedah. Cepat je dia buat. Aku pun terpengsan. Rupanya macam nak tidur je pengsan ini. Terlepas aku nak tengok isi perut aku. Adoyai.

Aku okay je nak stay hospital lelama kalau dia x cucuk benda tiub air tu kat tangan. Lagipun keadaan stres nurse kat hospital tu buat aku sangat stres. Macam la aku nak duduk exam. Hish. Aku pun nak keluar hospital cepat. Doktor cuma bagi lepas kalau aku dah nampak okay. Aku pun nak cecepat okay, cuba bangun dan jalan bebanyak. Akhirnya, dapat la aku lepas awal. :D

Sebenarnya, pasal awek aku nak datang lawat la aku nak cecepat sembuh. Susah-susah dia datang dari johor, baik aku cecepat sembuh dan dating je bila dia sampai. Lepas keluar hospital je, dating terus dengan kekasih kesayangan aku itu. X macam gila. Tapi aku terus cepat sembuh. Penawar ajaib betul awek aku ni. Aku sekarang masih pelik tapi benar. Mungkin sebab dia memang jodoh aku. :3

Day Five : 10 Wishes

I wish, i wish. Hmmmm. Banyak sangat wishes aku. Tapi aku mulakan dengan yang memang aku nak capai.

1. Nak habis grad dan sambung DPLI(diploma perguruan lepasan ijazah). Nak jadi cikgu. Bagi aku, sangat stabil kerja cikgu. Baik aku jadi cikgu. Xyah risau pasal masa depan.

2. Kahwin dengan kekasih idamanku. Tinggal tunggu jadi cikgu dulu. Aiseh. Kena tunggu dua tahun. Haish. Kami dah x sabar nak kahwin. Tapi untuk masa depan yang bahagia, kena buat according to the plan. (muah, love u <3 <3 <3)

3. Nak sekurang-kurangnya sorang anak laki dan sorang anak pompuan. Nak rasa ada anak laki dan pompuan camne. I gonna be a great daddy father. :D

4. Nak ada banyaaaak duit. Show me the money. Well, mak kata, nak banyak duit, kena banyak menabung. Well, its true for me. Nak kumpul duit bebanyak. Nak kahwin ke apa nanti senang.

5. Nak kenduri kahwin di tepi pantai. Fuhuhhh. Best sungguh. Then bermalam dengan sang isteriku di chalet dan main puas-puas. Fuhh. Aku nak fresh orange juice dan sushi tu sedia ada sepanjang masa untuk aku dan sang isteriku. It's gonna be a greatly fantastic day and night. :D

6. Nak bela sugar glider nanti. Aku tengok roomate aku bela, fuh comel gila ar sugar glider ni. Senang nak jaga. Aku suuuka sangat. ^^

7. Nak baca semua komik yang wujud di dunia ni.

8. Nak tengok semua anime yang ada. Yang best-best. Fuh. Penat gak.

9. Nak tengok semua drama jepun dan korea. Best gilaaaaaaa. :D

10. Nak awek aku pandai pakai tudung dan jaga agama sebelum kahwin. Nak anak-anak aku pun jaga agama nanti. (we try our best ya. Sama-sama saling menasihati ya. <3 <3)


:D :D :D :D :D

Day Four : 10 Things I want To Say To One Person

Aku sedih la. Tengah rasa kecewa sesangat. However, aku nak luahkan sepuluh perkara yang aku nak cakap kat dia.

1) I love u so much.

2) Pakai la tudung. Jangan la mengata pompuan tudung lain yang teteruk. Pompuan bertudung ada yang baik dan ada yang buruk. Dari manusia ni, kita kena amik yang baik je. Bukan yang buruk. Kalau nak cari buruk tu, x akan habis punya.

Aku x suka la kau tunjuk cun kau tu kat laki lain. Aku nak kecantikan free hair kau tu untuk aku je. Itu pun lepas kahwin. Pakai la tudung bila kita jumpa. Baru la mulia perhubungan kita.

Ya aku tau, ramai pompuan tudung luar sana memang teruk. Tapi tolong la pakai tudung. U should be just for me, not the others.

3) Share with me, dan terus terang segalanya. Kalau betul nak jadi isteri aku, kena la terus terang. Kena la gitau. Penting untuk menjaga perkahwinan. Aku x nak berlaku cerai macam orang lain. Aku nak kahwin sekali, kekal terus. X nak cerai-cerai. Aku x nak bakal anak aku alami derita hidup macam aku.

4) Trust me. Walaupun aku ni mata keranjang. Suka tengok tetek orang. Punggung orang. Nampak awek body mantap je tengok. Aku bukannya sengaja tengok. Itu reaksi spontan okay. Tuhan dah ciptakan lelaki bernafsu gitu. Sebab tu tuhan dah suruh pompuan tutup aurat, tapi diorang ingkar. Jadi jangan salahkan aku. Diorang yang salah.

5) Mesej la gitau kalau akan busy, termasuk goodnight dan goodmorning. Xde la aku tunggu je mesej-mesej x reply, call-call x angkat. Lebih membuatkan aku curiga tau.

6) Kalau dah nak kat laki lain, dan dah x nak kat aku, tell me okay. Jangan tetiba menghilang tanpa gitau apa-apa. Kalau ada sebab pun gitau la supaya aku ambil ikhtibar dan cuba berubah.

7) Jangan curang dengan aku. Jangan permainkan aku.

8) Aku rindu.

9) Dengar cakap aku. Tapi kalau ada cara ada cadangan yang lebih baik, gitau.

10) Jangan tinggalkan aku.


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Day Three : 10 Things I Hate

Uwaa. Setiap kali lepas naik kereta, mesti kepala aku pening ikut puting beliung. Terpaksa kedebuk sini kedebuk sana. Melepaskan rasa pening loya. @o@

Banyak post baru yang best-best kat blog orang. Emmm.......apa yang aku benci ek?



1. X suka orang cari gaduh ngan aku.

2. X suka makanan yang x macam makanan. For me, food gives me happiness. Bak kata Jowin, "Bila perut dah kenyang, dunia sungguh aman". :)

3. X suka orang tanya personal matter. :(

4. X suka orang yang sangat berpura-pura. Don't think u can hide from me. Good people have good eyes. Remember that!

5. X nak diganggu semasa tidur, main game, tengok anime, drama semua tu. I hate it. Don't touch me!

6. X suka nak campur pompuan. Kecuali pompuan tertentu. Entah kenapa. Aku rasa x selesa sangat. Rasa macam terancam je bila dengan pompuan. Sebabnya mudah je. Aku selalu sangat sangat sangat dengar pompuan kutuk semua laki x guna. Dah beribu-ribu pompuan yang buat aku pendam benci sesangat kat pompuan. Ingat pompuan ni bagus sangat ke? Dengar citer, pompuan lagi ramai daripada lelaki kat neraka. Sedap sikit hati aku. :(

7. X suka orang perendahkan orang lain. Sehebat mana pun kau, ramai lagi yang jauh lagi hebat kat luar tu atau pada masa lepas.

8. Benci orang gay atau bapok. Seriously, aku nak je belasah sampai mati terus kalau terserempak kat tepi jalan. Geli gila. Kalau boleh, nak cincang-cincang dan bakar terus. :(

9. Aku benci orang racist atau assabiah. Kau nak kutuk yahudi ke, india ke, cina ke, melayu ke, american ke, kita semua tetap berasal dari sepasang suami isteri yang datang dari syurga. Kita berasal dari nabi yang pertama!!!! Musuh kita setan, bukannya sesama manusia! :(

10. Aku x suka perompak atau pengugut. Kalau kau nak ugut aku dengan pisau, ini la peluang besar bagi aku untuk lepas geram. Tempat lepas geram yang baik. Aku sentiasa menanti-nanti. :)

Kawan Bayang

Day Two : 10 Things I Love

hurmm. Apa yek.

1. Games. Sangat suka main game.

2. Drama Korea/Jepun. Best gak.

3. Anime. Memang best.

4. Bunga. Suka bunga hidup, bukan yang plastik. Rasa best je tengok bunga hidup yang subur.

5. Porno. Well, itu satu kemestian. Tengok la top search googlenya apa. Majoriti laki mesti suka punya. Cuma kebanyakannya x berani ngaku.

6. Duit. Nak beli kereta porsche. Nak beli rumah banglo. Nak beli psp ps3 komputer laptop tv semua.

7. Pantai. Aku suka lepak tepi pantai pada pagi dan petang. Pantai yang cantik bersih ar. Menenangkan.

8. My girl. My tunang. I love her so much. Muah. Muah. Peluk dia ketat-ketat. ^^

9. Friends. Well, ada masa memang aku suka gak lepak ngan member. Main badminton ke tennis ke joging ke apa. Buat sama-sama ni best sikit.

10. Music instruments. Aku suka gila main piano, gitar, violin, drum. Menyalak-nyalak dengan mikrofon pun best gak. Angan-angan jadi artis. :P

Baldi Musykil

Okay. Lepas masak dan makan, aku pun gi la besen nak cuci mangkuk-mangkuk ni kan. Kat besen tu dah ada baldi orang. Aku pun angkat la letak tepi sebab nak guna besen tu.

Lepas basuh, aku terpandang kat baldi tu. Baldi tu buat aku termenung kejap. Aku pun gi amik gambar dan upload.



Bila tengok je baldi ni, aku rasa sangat musykil. Sini blok lelaki okay. Aku pun fikir beberapa kemungkinan bila tengok baldi ni.

Pertama - Kakak punya baldi. Atau pun adik pompuan punya baldi. Dia pun guna la untuk basuh baju kan. Atau..

Kedua - Pinjam member pompuan punya baldi. Hmmm...ada ke laki pompuan kawan cenggitu? Musykil. =.=

Ketiga - Tertukar baldi kat dobi. Disebabkan baldi sama biru. Dia pun terlepas pandang. Balik bilik je baru sedar, "eh eh, salah baldi lak". Ataupun lepas seminggu baru sedar. Tapi takkan la dia nak guna dobi kalau nak basuh guna tangan kan? Musykil. Musykil. =.=

Keempat - Terjumpa baldi tu kat tepi longkang. Atau memana. Mungkin ada pompuan tertinggal baldi tu kat luar. Pastu ada pompuan lain main bola sepak sampai baldi tu masuk kawasan lelaki. Lelaki bertuah ni pun ambil dan hargai keemasan yang ada. (em....entah la)

Kelima - Mungkin dia curi. Dia minat gila kat sorang pompuan ni. Bila ada peluang je, dia cepat-cepat curi baldi tu senyap-senyap. Sampai je bilik, fuh betapa gembiranya dia dapat baldi wanita idaman dia. Hari-hari tidur pun peluk baldi tu. Basuh baju dengan baldi tu, makan nasi dengan baldi tu, bangun setiap pagi je cium baldi tu. (euwwww....) =.=

Keenam - Mungkin dia sengaja tulis nama pompuan tu kat baldi tu. Disebabkan dia sayang gila-gila kat awek dia, dia pun tulis la nama kat baldi dia. Supaya hilang letih bila tengok nama dia kat baldi tu bila basuh baju. (peliknya. Tapi sweet gak) >.<

Ketujuh - Ada pompuan menyamar jadi laki dan tinggal di blok laki. Pergh. Sapekah gerangan halnya?

Pada pendapat korang ar, yang mana ek...ke ada pendapat lain?

Day One : 10 Things About Me

One : Suka main game. Buat masa ni suka main fiesta dan counter strike. Fiesta ialah game MMORPG online. Walaupun game USA, ramai budak Malaysia main tau.

Two : Alergi makanan laut. Masa first time kena, doktor kata, "Nasib baik cepat bawa jumpa saya. Kalau x, dua jam lagi nak mati." Cuk.......kena suntik. ARrrrr. xD

Three : Sangat suka programming. It's so awesome. :D

Four : Suka baca komik. Komik grafik Malaysia dan jepun punya. Lawak ke, cinta ke, fantasi ke, layan~~~

Five : I looked like chinese. Ada yang kata jepun. Ada yang kata korea. For me, it's okay. I like it. :P

Six : Suka duduk bilik je. Malas nak keluar sebab x suka nak bazir duit.

Seven : Baju-baju semua baju aktiviti je. Malas ar nak beli baju lain. Baju aktiviti je pun dah banyak.

Lapan : Mata gatal. I like boobs so much. Badan sape yang slim dengan booby dia molek, fuh. Kalau dengan muka comel, fuuuuh. I like~~ :D

Sembilan : Very short memory. Yang baru kenal tu gerenti lupa di kemudian hari.

Sepuluh : Rabun silau tinggi. Lagi terang cahaya persekitaran, lagi x nampak. Masa malam-malam, bila kereta lalu je mesti x nampak apa-apa terus. Memang x boleh drive malam ar. X nampak.

Kontroversi Open Minded

Bagi aku, open minded ni memang la bagus. Tapi kan, kena la bertempat. Dan setiap sesuatu tu kena ada hadnya.

Hantu Kepala Paip

Pada beberapa belas tahun yang lalu, seorang wanita tinggal sorang-sorang di Johor, di kawasan pedalaman yang agak baru. Iaitu, di Taman Flora Heights, Pasir Gudang.

Wanita ni namanya Yani. Dia selalu ulang alik dari kerja dengan berjalan kaki seorang diri. Dari rumah ke tempat kerja ada dalam 3 kilometer. Jalan tu ada lampu yang berfungsi, dan ada gak yang x berfungsi. Kiri kanan memang hutan je. Setakat ular je, memang aku pun x hairan. Tapi sampai harimau bintang pun ada orang pernah jumpa. Beruk tu, tengok diorang ar nak lepak mana.

Yani orang Melayu, sangat cantik dan manis orangnya. Entah kenapa dia boleh selamba gila naik turun bukit ke rumahnya dengan penuh selamba. Ada ke wanita berani gila macam tu? Memalam lak tu.

Disebabkan beberapa orang yang selalu lalu situ dan terpesona dengan Yani, ada yang mula pasang niat jahat.

Tiga orang laki ni dah plan jahat dah. Malam tu, Yani pun lagi sekali balik rumah seorang diri. Laki bertiga tu pun culik la Yani, dan rogol Yani tu puas-puas.

Disebabkan takut kantoi, diorang pun potong la badan Yani ke beberapa kerat. Lepas tu, bungkus dan buang di tempat pengumpulan sampah di atas bukit.

Entah bila, akhirnya ada orang jumpa mayat Yani. Memang sangat bersimpati dengan Yani. Punca pembunuhan memang diketahui. Memang diketahui yang Yani telah dirogol sebelum dibunuh selepas pemeriksaan mayat dibuat.

Akan tetapi.....antara kerat-kerat mayat yang dijumpai, kepala je yang xde.

Kalau korang pergi tanya orang-orang lama Taman Flora Heights, diorang tau pasal kes perjumpaan badan mayat ni. Dan kalau korang tanya orang-orang lama di Flatlet sebelah SMKBSA, diorang tau pasal 'hantu kepala paip'. Flatlet tu terletak 3km dari Taman Flora Heights tu.




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Kamil merupakan seorang pelajar SMKBSA. Dia tinggal di Taman Flora Heights. Dia pun ada dengar la cerita pasal perjumpaan mayat tanpa kepala tu. Dia selalu gi sekolah naik basikal atau jalan kaki. Kalau basikal pancit atau rantai terkeluar ke apa, dia pun terpaksa la jalan kaki.

Kamil tinggal sorang-sorang. Mak dia tinggal di tempat yang jauh, kerja dan hantar duit kat dia tiap-tiap bulan untuk sara hidup. Kamil pun call la mak dia.

Kamil minta mak dia hantar duit lebih, sebab dia cadang nak sewa rumah di flatlet sebelah sekolah tu. Senang sikit. Xde la penat sangat nak study. Lagipun tinggal dua bulan nak SPM. Mak dia setuju. Dia pun gi la cari rumah sewa, dengan pertolongan pakciknya.

Lepas dapat sewa rumah, dia belum lagi pindahkan barang. Lepas sekolah dia terus gi tidur di rumah tu kosong-kosong untuk satu malam. Tapi malam tu sangat pelik.

Kamil terdengar bunyi kucing dalam rumahnya. Bunyi tu seolah-olah datang dari dinding. Seolah-olah dinding yang buat bunyi meow meow. Macam nak panggil Kamil. Kamil rasa sangat pelik dan bingung. Rumah tu kosong. Apa pun xde dalam rumah tu. Dah bersih. Ada beg dia je. Dia tidur atas tikar yang baru beli.

Kamil pun tidur. Dia mimpi yang dia sedang berada di depan sesebuah gua. Sekeliling gua tu hutan. Langit masa tu kuning oren warnanya. Entah nak subuh ke nak maghrib.

Kamil pun masuk la gua tu. Dia tengok tepi-tepi gua tu penuh dengan tengkorak. Dan Kamil merasakan seolah-olah ada sesuatu yang sedang bercerita dalam kepalanya.

Tiba-tiba dia terbangun. Tengok-tengok dah tiga pagi. Dia terus gi buka lampu. Dan dia rasa pelik. Macam ada sesuatu yang cuba memanggil dia dari tandas. Pastu dia pun buat bodoh. Dia fikir kena tidur cecukup sebelum sekolah pagi nanti. Dia pun sambung tidur balik.





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Lepas sekolah, dengan pakciknya, Kamil pindah beberapa barang keperluan ke rumah sewa. Lepas selesai, dia pun turun kejap nak lepak-lepas minum air semua tu.

Pastu ada beberapa orang budak ni tanya, "abang baru pindah sini ke?". Kamil pun mengiyakan soalan budak tu. Budak tu tiba-tiba bagi amaran, "Bang kena jaga-jaga bang. Blok ni ada hantu kepala paip. Lagi-lagi kat tingkat tiga hujung tu".

Kamil pun pelik. Memang situ la yang dia sedang tinggal. Sebelum ni penyewa ada kata, rumah tu dah bertahun-tahun lama xde orang sewa.

Tapi itu cerita budak je. Kamil pun buat bodoh.

Kamil pun tidur la di rumah sewa tersebut. Lagi sekali, dia didatangi mimpi yang sama. Dan bangun pukul tiga pagi. Tapi dia buat bodoh. Dia x percaya hantu semua tu. Karut sangat bagi dia.

Pada malam ketiga, dia didatangi lagi mimpi yang sama. Dia pun bangun lagi sekali pukul tiga pagi. Tapi dia terkejut. Tiba-tiba ada sorang pompuang dalam baju kurung putih menangis-nangis sebelah dia. Kamil x nampak muka dia, sebab ditutupi rambut.

Tiba-tiba Kamil terbangun semula. Rupanya tadi tu mimpi. Dah ada perkembangan la pulak mimpi dia. Jam menunjukkan pukul tiga pagi. Dia pun terasa lagi macam ada panggilan dari tandas. Tapi kali ni siap ada bunyi air menitik-nitik.

Dia pun pergi la tandas tu dan tutup pili air ketat-ketat. Tandas tu, tangki air besar terletak di atas kayu. Bawah siling air tangki tu. Kamil rasa macam ada panggilan dari tangki air tu. Tapi dia rasa takut sangat nak pandang atas. Dia pun tutup je tandas tu dan sambung tidur semula.

Pada malam keempat, sebelum tidur, dia tulis kisah seram yang dia alami dua tiga malam ni. Semasa menulis, Kamil rasa seolah-olah ada orang di sebelah tengah tengok apa yang Kamil tulis. Bulu roma Kamil agak meremang masa tu. Tapi dia x berani toleh ke sebelah dan tengok. Dia tengah rasa sangat takut.

Kamil pun tutup mata dan baca al-fatihah, al-ikhlas, dan memacam dalam hati. Lepas rasa redha je, dia pun gi tidur. Lampu x tutup pun.




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Di malam yang seterusnya, mimpi yang sama datang lagi. Bangun pada tiga pagi lagi. Dan, bunyi air menitis lagi sekali di tandas.

Dia pun gi la kat tandas tu. Masuk tandas tu dan cuba tutup pili air tu. Tapi pili air tu memang dah ketat. Tiba-tiba....

"Splash....." (bunyi air tumpah)

Kamil pun basah. Air dari tangki atas dia tumpah. Dia pun pandang atas. Dia pun pelik macam mana tangki tu boleh dijatuhkan ke tepi dan tumpahkan air tu.

Dia terasa-rasa ada panggilan dari dalam tangki tu.

Dia pun pergi ambil tangga dan panjat nak tengok apa yang ada dalam tangki tu.

Kamil sangat terkejut. Dia terjumpa kepala yang hampir tinggal tengkorak je, dan rambut-rambut panjang yang melekar-lekat di dasar tangki.

"Selama ni aku mandi, cibuk semua guna air mayat ke????"

Kamil pun lapor polis. Siasat apa yang berlaku. Rupa-rupanya kepala arwah Yani di situ. Dan kes ditutup.

Melalui polis Kamil dapat tau. Dulu, ketiga-tiga pembunuh tu akhirnya berjaya ditangkap. Diorang selalu buat aktiviti hisap dadah kat rumah tu. Di rumah itu la diorang diberkas.

Entah apa motif laki bertiga tu letak kepala arwah dalam tangki. Pelik betul.

Rupa-rupanya selama ni arwah Yani nak minta tolong Kamil supaya jumpa kepalanya. Setiap yang terjadi pasti ada sebabnya.


**p/s : cerita ni hanya la rekaan semata-mata. Xde kaitan dengan sesapa. Haha. :P